Respecting my decisions did not come easy.

I surrender to my faith in being. Just as I am.

I surrender to a greater will than my own. That would be God's.

I surrender to a purpose I don't need to understand.
This is trutst.

A short while ago I asked the question, where to now, and God opened this unexpected door.

This is not what I would have chosen but the unexpected is not in question.

What I do with it is.

I struggle to lay down my arms and make peace with my truth.

Forgiving it.

Accepting it.

I know no greater inner tyranny than the inability to do both.